Psalm 57:2-3: I will cry out to God Most High, to God who performs all things for me. He shall send from heaven and save me. He reproaches the one who would swallow me up. God shall send forth His mercy and His truth.”
Every time I get ready for a trip, my flesh battles with my spirit. I’m leaving for Tokyo tomorrow for a 10 day International Scripture Blitz. For the last three days, my flesh has been constantly reminding me of what a mistake it was for me to say yes to the assignment. After all, there are plenty of other men who could have gone. Others have a lot less to do and will be in a less stressful situation when they return. I usually begin missing Faith about 3 days before I leave. I love being with her and I really hate even a day of separation much less 10. However, I am called by God to do what I am doing. Sure, anyone can do it, I’m not that special. But God called me at this time, for this trip, for this task.
I am confident of my calling. Yet the battle rages within me.
This morning as I was reading, God took me to Psalm 57. Actually, I roamed around a lot in the Word this morning, seemingly being unable to settle down.
David is crying out to God in this Psalm. He wants God to rescue him from his circumstances. He screams, “God come down.” As he calls out to God in these two verses, he makes a praise, “He shall send from heaven and save me.” For, He “performs all things for me.” He claims with confidence that God performs all things for him. I say I trust in God. I trust Him for my safety; for my security; for my finances; for my family, for my eternity. Yet I battle within myself immediately before this trip.
Maybe I need to really learn how to praise God in a magnificent way. As I got down near the end of the chapter I saw how David thinks of his praise when he says, “My heart is steadfast, O God, my heart is steadfast. I will sing and give praise. Awake, my glory! Awake, lute and harp! I will awaken the dawn.” Vs. 5-6. David is saying I will praise God so much I can’t wait till the morning, till I awaken from my sleep. I will arise so early that the dawn will not have come. Yet my praises to God will awaken the dawn. I hear the crescendo of the praises of a man seeking God’s heart will all his being. Is that me?
What comfort I can have if my day is started with this kind of praise to the King! I shall battle no more, but shall praise my God, my Savior, my Provider, and my King! Thank you Lord!